An important event has just happened in my life. I'm unable to see someone I love. There's nothing I can really do about it. It deeply saddens me, but there's no use letting it hold me down. All I can do now is live as I have before. Everything happens for a reason. God has been helping me all along with this issue. He brought me so far, and now I've hit a speed-bump. It seems unfair, but I think this is really just forcing me to be wise. I was getting a bit ahead of myself, losing my sense of morality in a way. I think that now I'll get back on track, I'll figure out my true emotions, and who I really am. I'll find out how dedicated I am, God's offering me another chance. He wants me to stay young longer, experience what's in the moment now. Perhaps this is a blessing in disguise. It'll be a rough few years ahead. They'll be up days and down. But God's going to be there through it all.
I find myself thinking "what now?". Well I need to reclaim myself. I can't let someone else have such a large impact on my life that I lose the sense of who I am. I need to find myself and find God. I need to live my life for God, as I should. Lately I've been distracted. Maybe this break is needed. I'm hoping I'll grow closer to God and learn to love Him and others in perfect harmony.
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